Motivation-Less

From past few weeks I am observing one thing and which is that I am continuously running out of motivations in my life.
I have to do my final year project for which deadline is 14th April and i haven't yet started on it.
I hardly go to classes anymore and i have even started ditching quizzes.
Even today itself I had one lecture from 8:30 to 11 followed by a quiz from 11 to 12:30.
I woke up in time , had my breakfast but did not attend the lecture ; even at the time of writing this post there is a quiz going on in the department.
I don't know what has happened to me. Is it the same repeating - boring life in IIT which has resulted in such a attitude or is it due to few non so good developments which have taken place in recent months...
Something is missing...
I may seem to enjoy but realty is very different and complicated.
Life has become more like "surviving" than "living".
At times i feel so frustrated and at times so confused...
what's happening..and why?

" Why are those days gone
When life used to be fun
When even the pettiest of achievements made me proud
But now I feel like a looser
I even don't want to wake up from my sleep into the real world
All happiness seems to have been drained out from nowhere
I think I know the reason
Its not something,
Its someone who is missing from my life !"

I Don't Love You

Don't blame me ,I don't love you

Blame my eyes who see you in everyone,

Blame my ears who hear you everywhere,

Blame my hands who want to hold you for ever,

Blame my mind whose every thought starts and ends at you,

and Blame my heart who knows everything but still loves you,

But don't blame me because ....... I don't love you !

HE

Almost Everyday he fails to hear his 8am alarm

Almost Everyday he misses his breakfast

Almost Everyday he comes late to his lectures

Almost Everyday he is found sleeping in lecture only to be woken up by professor

Almost Everyday he hangs out with his friends at the coffee shop

Almost Everyday he spends hours on Orkut and Facebook

Almost Everyday he is found online on Gtalk and Yahoo

Almost Everyday he is a part of discussion on love,sex,girls and cricket

Almost Everyday he thinks of cleaning his room but never actually does

Almost Everyday he watches the same old episodes of F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Almost Everyday he cribs about his mess food

Almost Everyday he is found at the canteen at 1 am

Almost Everyday he takes a resolution only to break it on same day

Almost Everyday he wonders about existence of GOD

Almost Everyday he thinks about his life

But its not everyday, its not every hour , its not every minute
Its every moment
When he dreams of her !