Saturday, March 28, 2009

Motivation-Less

From past few weeks I am observing one thing and which is that I am continuously running out of motivations in my life.
I have to do my final year project for which deadline is 14th April and i haven't yet started on it.
I hardly go to classes anymore and i have even started ditching quizzes.
Even today itself I had one lecture from 8:30 to 11 followed by a quiz from 11 to 12:30.
I woke up in time , had my breakfast but did not attend the lecture ; even at the time of writing this post there is a quiz going on in the department.
I don't know what has happened to me. Is it the same repeating - boring life in IIT which has resulted in such a attitude or is it due to few non so good developments which have taken place in recent months...
Something is missing...
I may seem to enjoy but realty is very different and complicated.
Life has become more like "surviving" than "living".
At times i feel so frustrated and at times so confused...
what's happening..and why?

" Why are those days gone
When life used to be fun
When even the pettiest of achievements made me proud
But now I feel like a looser
I even don't want to wake up from my sleep into the real world
All happiness seems to have been drained out from nowhere
I think I know the reason
Its not something,
Its someone who is missing from my life !"

3 comments:

  1. Quite touching mate.. dont worry dude! just a passage of time..shall pass by quickly! n mind you.. you deserve the best..n it shall come... just keep ur calm! :)

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  2. Just think what happens IF TOMMOROW COMES?!?!?!

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  3. :O :O :O

    chai piyo, aish karo, zyada mat socho, sab mast ho jaega.

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